The Ripples

I’m addicted to water ripples. I see them and I feel so serene. I recently moved from the west coast to the south and I was afraid of losing the ripples and the waves- the things that at the time made me feel serenity. I remember feeling that the water was the only thing that

Is there such a thing as perfect?

Like ducks in a row, or even Russian chocolates in a row… perfect seems to be something the world strives for. I stare at those little faces on the candy- exactly the same, perfectly created, folded the same and placed in a, somewhat, perfect line. Why can’t I be perfect like that? Then… I realize

Have I told you about the side effects?

Vomiting, hair loss, diarrhea, acne, weight gain, muscles spasms… these are just some of the side effects from mood stabilizers and anti psychotics. So, you might ask, why do you keep taking them? Why do you wake up every morning and swallow those chalky pills and then do it again at night and sometimes during