The Gap

You know, the “disconnect”, the spot in the brain that seems to just be wired wrong either temporarily or permanently, hopefully just temporarily. That is how I’m feeling right now, like I’m in the gap. I’ve fallen in the gap. I’m stuck in the gap. I missed my step- and now am smudged in the

Racing…Winding…Spinning

My name is —- and I am an alcoholic who suffers from Bipolar Disorder II. I also suffer from extreme racing thoughts- both good and bad. So, what are racing thoughts? Well, one online dictionary says that they are, “a series of uncontrollable thoughts that switch rapidly between ideas…”. Another definition says they are, “consistent,